
It has been a very quick three weeks here. I literally someday's feel I might get nothing done but then I reflect on all that has been accomplished and I am left amazed. Then I think man...three weeks has really gone by that fast.
But it is not easy, in fact, it has been very emotional at times for Natalie and I. We different feelings and challenges we have never faced before in our life. And though we could avoid it all by just not being here, but then we think about it more and it gives us ALL THE MORE reasons to be here. I mean if someone does not help who is?
I am challenged with effectiveness. It could be my results oriented mentality or it could be my impatience for what I see as idleness. Sometimes I feel like people don't want to change and my flesh wants to quit and move on. When the going gets tough it is always easier to downshift and avoid the problems. It breaks my heart when we hike the mountains to help one family while the children from several families walk in our paths looking for the same help from us. I want to help them but right now their are only so many resources and I wonder how long can we continue to help one family until they DESIRE to learn to not be dependent and eventually breaking the cycle of poverty.
It is a challenging fact of life that sometimes your help will be abused though. But either way we continue to fight the good fight, not just for ourselves, but as intercessors for those that are weak.


